"Are people so unhappy when they love?"
"Yes, when they love and are unsure of being loved in return . . ."
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cheesecakes are my favorite.
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29.12.02
did i say that i had the best christmas ever?
i meant it.
it wasn't really the presents, it was more what was behind the presents.
2:20 PM
28.12.02
and you can tell everybody
that this is your song
it may seem quite simple
but now that it's done
i hope you don't mind
i hope you don't mind
that i put down in words
how wonderful life is
while you're in the world
8:24 PM
26.12.02
wonderful! i had the best christmas ever and i'm continuing to have the best christmas ever!
10:50 AM
23.12.02
you can't have peace without disruption.
night is full of a terrible and unimaginable beauty which mortals can only begin to understand.
9:17 PM
20.12.02
i'm really much too tired to be posting on this right now, but for some reason i really, really wanted to write.
for the first time in two years, this is going to be a wonderful christmas.
everything is changing and there isn't a thing i can do about it. and yet, it's not all necessarily bad . . . just . . . different. sometimes the change has always been there and i just didn't realize it until recently, and sometimes the change itself is recent. i like the recent changes better than the realized changes. don't ask me for examples though. there's no way i could think of any.
why don't i do some of the things that i think will make me the happiest? because they are also quite possibly the things that will make me the saddest.
where is the line between low self esteem, humility and feeling sorry for yourself?
and, furthermore, are there always more questions than answers?
11:17 PM
17.12.02
there was a guy in my german class who always said (whenever something went wrong) "oh sweet mother!"
or
"sweet mother of pearl!"
9:22 PM
13.12.02
i am of the opinion that it really just isn't worth it. i'll explain more later . . . or perhaps I'll make myself obscure. depends on the mood, i suppose.
11:58 PM
8.12.02
ha. i made it to someone's quote of the month. i feel special.
and my music was described as "hauntingly beautiful." it was one of the best compliments i've ever received.
it's really lovely to have people that you can just drop in on. or that you can just hang out without feeling like you're imposing . . . you know, like they actually like having you around and want you there.
today has been a very, very long day, yesterday was long, the day before was long and next week is going to be twice as long as this weekend was. i think i've lived at least a two weeks in these past three days. but last night made up for it all.
i'm going to post a poem on here, but not now because i don't have it with me.
good night and merry christmas.
7:16 PM
4.12.02
there really is something magic about snow. and there's no way to describe it unless you have lived it.
5:49 PM
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